I am very stressed up!!! I feel hopeless and really helpless.. why no one can help to ease my burden??? I feel really tired.. I feel wanna crying... I feel I am going to collapse very soon!!!!
I am living in the crying sound of Marcus.. This background noise make me really stress.. his crying sound seem just linger at my ears even he is not crying... I am physically tired and mentally sick now!!!
** he is crying for something.. and I was breastfeeding Chloe at the sofa.. record using my mobile phone..
there are many reason why he crying like this.. firstly jealousy.. secondly, terrible two.. thirdly, his is frustrated because he can't vocalize what he want... Ok.. I will be fine for sure.. I just need time to adjust to his crying.. and treat it as a melody..
GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!! Please give me strength and wisdom to overcome this!!!